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[Friday, August 19th, 2005 @ 10:23pm] |
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so I'm back again. not that anyone cares. I just have nothing to do so I thought I'd update. I don't think anybody noticed I was gone..... this is bullshit wut am I doing with my life..........................................................
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[Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 @ 10:22pm] |
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someone tell me how to delete this fucking thing
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[Monday, July 18th, 2005 @ 9:11pm] |
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FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!....FUCK THIS SHIT . FUCK THIS PLACE. FUCK THESE PEOPLE. FUCK THIS SYSTEM. FUCK THIS FUCKING PROBATION SCHOOL. FUCK ALL THIS FUCKING DRAMA FUCKING BULLSHIT THAT IS HOLDING ME BACK FOR NO FUCKING REASON!!!
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[Monday, July 18th, 2005 @ 8:37pm] |
You Have A Type B+ Personality |
B+
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
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[Friday, July 8th, 2005 @ 6:30pm] |
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What am I?
I am a worthless liar who has screwed his closest friends, even if I didn't mean too, it doesn't matter. I can't change what I did. All I can do is beg for forgiveness, even though I don't deserve it. There have been people I have hurt and pissed off who I rely on very much. I have betrayed friends who I have been with through thick and thin. I have pissed off friends with still not knowing how I did so. what am I? I am faceless loser. I have destroyed almost every opportunity that has been handed too me. I have screwed myself as well as everyone around me. I have wrote this peice of shit wich I am just now realizing how self-centered and sick I am.... and the funny thing is ..... I don't think anyone wanted to hear this.
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[Monday, June 6th, 2005 @ 8:45pm] |
David Jacob Sperino's Aliases
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Your movie star name: Oreo Michael
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Your fashion designer name is David Venice
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Your socialite name is Ummm.... Tiajuana
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Your fly girl / guy name is D Spe
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Your detective name is Monkey Reflections
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Your barfly name is Skittles Captain Morgan
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Your soap opera name is Jacob Huh?
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Your rock star name is Snicikers Jet
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Your star wars name is Davedg Spemyo
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Your punk rock band name is The Fine Orb
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[Sunday, June 5th, 2005 @ 3:24pm] |
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. So repost this in the next 5 minutes and a miracle will happen tonight.
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[Monday, May 9th, 2005 @ 10:09pm] |
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so things are getting better i guess... i'll be able to go out after the thirteenth and on friday I'm going fishing with bubba and hangin with dylan on saturday... wich reminds me.. dylan needs a date for prom people and everyone is going to help or so help me I'll rip all your throughts out!! and i got a little suprise cookin for tommorow so keep your eyes open.. if you care.... so anyways things are starting to look up and I'll be back to my old self in no time so dont worry... but I'm going to be a little more catious this time around ... Oh one more thing if you ever see me and i dont talk to you or barely say hi.. stop, turn around, and walk away because i dont like you i dont want to talk to you and you piss me off. on a last note.... llamas and vinnila ice cream ,.. if you didnt understand that you werent supposed to. PEACE!
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[Sunday, May 8th, 2005 @ 12:58am] |
You can ask me ANY 10 questions
no matter how personal,
inappropriate or random.
I promise to answer the
questions 100% truthfully.
Repost this and see what
people want to ask you
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[Monday, May 2nd, 2005 @ 9:40pm] |
me and stephanie always have these long phycological disscusions and i thought that this one inpiticular was pretty good......... even if she won ...THIS TIME!! so here it is ..
djfallbrook: why do you demine yourself?
steph: i don't i loves me *hugs* even if i am a stupid selfish bitch who can't decide on anything!
djfallbrook: see its that last part
djfallbrook: no bueno
djfallbrook: thats deminining to yourself
steph: oh.. but it's true. Isn't it better that i accept myself rather than deny it?
steph: you crazy
steph: =)
djfallbrook: but even if thats wut you think you are dont make it true does it
djfallbrook: ?
steph: oh but it does. Because my reality is what i make of it and what i see to be true. So in my reality i am everything i say i am, but i accept it, cause it makes things easier than fighting. If that made any sence at all
djfallbrook: but couldnt you inturn your reality into something less demining?
djfallbrook: it is your reality isnt it
djfallbrook: *rases eybrow
steph: yes it is my reality. but it dosen't matter if i want something else and change to become it because life is still going to have it's goods and bads, so instead of changing myself i find it easier just to accept who i am. I think people would be much happier if they thought like i did, when i'm optimistic anyway..
djfallbrook: but your contridicting yourself
steph: how so?
steph: i love these indepth discussions we have. With most of my friends its "i had a good day
steph: "i had a bad day" boring stuff
steph: this is fun
steph: anyway.. continue. what were you going to say?
djfallbrook: if its your reality and you claim it to be yours then others can do the same ....... their for they can have realitys of their own...... and a reality wouldnt only have to be about them it could be about you....... and if a majority thinks of you diffrently even after you have shown your true self..... then they would be forced to see the truth and everyones reality would be blended itno one..... so their is no "my reality".. there is only the reality,..... and since there is no current the reality then your lying about comfortable with yourself and you cant be opptimistic about yourself if your lying about yourself
djfallbrook: so ha
djfallbrook: i have this so beat
djfallbrook: *does little dance
steph: oh, but you don't. See because i'm different. I don't care about the majorities reality. or what they see of me. I'm stobborn and hear what they tell me, but i still only see what i want me to see.Therefore it is My reality.
djfallbrook: but your still contriticting yourself
steph: how is that contridicting?
djfallbrook: because if you are opptimistic in your reality you wouldnt be demining your self..... and if you are opptimistic then you would in turn share your reality with others... because that would be the opptimistic characteristic in this so called reality we call life.... life is the one reality.... so there cant be my reality
djfallbrook: these convos are fun
steph: Being optimistic dosen't mean being happy with something, it;s being able to turn something maby not so good into a positive thing, or accepting it. So i can be optimistic about myself even the bad things. (even if they are only seen as bad in MY reality) so i still don't see the contradiction
djfallbrook: ok maybe not contridicting in the sense of opptimisim but still in the sense of no my reality ... and only the reality
djfallbrook: bassicly there is no my reality
djfallbrook: because
djfallbrook: if its your reality and you claim it to be yours then others can do the same ....... their for they can have realitys of their own...... and a reality wouldnt only have to be about them it could be about you....... and if a majority thinks of you diffrently even after you have shown your true self..... then they would be forced to see the truth and everyones reality would be blended itno one..... so their is no "my reality".. there is only the reality
djfallbrook: life is the reality
steph: but there is. Everyone sees what they belive to be true, and everyone has a different view on what is and what isn't. It's just that most follow what others believe because they force their reality on to others and it becomes a part of their reality. But there are a few that no matter what the majority may try to force apon them, they are stuck in believing otherwise, because their reality is stronger
djfallbrook: so wut your saying is fuck the majority and that in ones reality it can simply not exist
steph: not really. I'm saying that many will bend to majority and believe what they tell them, but there are few that no matter what majority says, they will only believe what they tell themselves because they aren't giving in to the majority reality because they have their own views on everything. therefore they are in their own reality. point proven, right?
djfallbrook: i tip my hat to you
steph: *hop hop* i win, i win. I like this game. ^^
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[Friday, April 29th, 2005 @ 8:39pm] |
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hooray for fuck its. example people suck.... fuck it. life sux.... fuck it. trust breaks.... fuck it. things you've worked for so hard and given up so much for are crushed in an instant with no warning.... Fuck It. fuck its feel good. they just kinda drop all wories. try it sometime.... so wut else?? not much / fuck it who cares. not you. hahahaha hahahaha XD... jesus im going nuts .......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
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[Monday, April 11th, 2005 @ 9:47pm] |
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[Monday, January 17th, 2005 @ 11:33pm] |
wow that wus suprising
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[Sunday, January 2nd, 2005 @ 1:25am] |
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Hello all who cares....if any... i rarely update so im going to make this a good one kinda. Well where do i start lots happend, hmmm well i got laid yay, fell in love, and almost relapsed. well when i went to get laid i didnt come home that night and disapeard for the day so now my JD (juvinile dectective) is going to get pissed and when she brings that up in court its going to look bad; and my trc counsler is all pissy. hes starting to test me more. had to stop a "freind" from killing herself. and to top it all off on new years after not doing any drugs for forty someodd days i end up being the runner for my freinds who are all pissy with the freinds whom i got to go get the weed from. uugh cant wait till school starts. i know it sounds crazy but i want to see ppl. so in conclusion life sucks.............. BUT DONT GO OFFING YOURSELF DAMN IT!!!!
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